Introductions

Well, hello to anyone who is reading this. I was inspired, or perhaps told is the more accurate term, to write this blog to record this one year in my life. The last few years have been adventurous, exciting and entertaining, but enough of that :) This year will, I hope, be different.

I, like so many before me, have decided to give myself one year to find love. What does this mean? For one year I will put myself out into the world, or rather, my world. You see, I am a submissive, which if you don't know what that is feel free to look it up. What it comes down to is I am not content to simply find a good man and settle down. I need someone strong, Dominant (it's capitalized for a reason, folks) and possessive. Someone who will tie me down, spank me and worship me like the good pet that I am.

I will now wait as most of you readers flee......

Now then, where was I? Oh, yes, one year to find this someone and if I don't? Well, then at the end of this search I will be giving up on love for the foreseeable future and instead I will get pregnant via artificial insemination. This may seem like a drastic decision to some, but for me it makes perfect sense. I have been carefully considering this decision for nearly a year already, but I wanted to be sure and I feel the only way to be absolutely positive this is the right decision is to truly give myself over to a search for love.

A bit of background on my romantic life up til now. I am in my mid-twenties and I have not dated in over six years. I have gone on a few dates and had several one night stands, but nothing beyond that. There are a lot of reasons for this, but it mostly comes down to the fact that I haven't been looking. I've been busy living my life and doing other things; going to school, traveling, etc. But about a year ago I realized that I wanted a child and that I didn't want to wait until I was over 30 and building a career to do it. So, I did what I do best; I researched. And after a lot of thought and planning this is what I decided to do. To find out once and for all if I am simply not meant to find love. And if not, then I want to have a child while I am in a good place in my life in which to do so.

You may not like this, you may not like me. I don't really care. This is my life and my choice and I am only writing about it at the request of a friend who thinks it is an interesting idea and wants to follow my progress. If anyone else chooses to read this, that is their choice, but don't expect me to take your opinions into consideration.

So, after all that, what will this blog be? More or less a record of my efforts during this year. My thoughts and feelings as I try and find love, or failing that, the right sperm donor :) If you care to come along then I hope you enjoy the ride.